Well friend A is leaving in 27 days. Big bummer. Shes going to go and live with the madre. I just hope she finds what shes looking for. Best of luck to you.♥



Friend B is having a hard time with the love life. I hope she gets her man and that that man makes her happy and treats her right.


Friend C just ended his love life and is on the verge of another one.

Friend D i feel is just drifting away. She never really talks to me anymore but i dont really blame her. Im really fucking annoying.


Friend E wont even talk to me and i dont know why...He just seems so lost and I wish I could be there for him.

Friend F- Oh my goodness I havent talked to him in like a month. Ive left him a comment but he just doesnt answer back. Im glad hes found a life where he is but I miss him like crazy.

Friend G- She doesnt talk to me. We kinda talked about she just kinda stopped talking to me but I dont know if she got it. She still doesnt talk to me and im tired of being the one who has to start the conversation. I just wish it could be like it was.

Friend H is trying to be friends with me again. I dont know why though. Im like the worst friend ever.

I just feel so lost in it all. I have this weekend to spend with my neice which im trying to do as much of as possible before her mother tears her away from me again. i cant stand not knowing whats shes doing and if shes okay. Shes gonna be a flower girl and hopefully Ill get to go to the wedding. I got an invitation and Ive never been to a wedding before.. =] My softball team has won 3 games in a row and hopefully we'll make it 5 tomorrow. So far we've beat dimond both times, West once, Chugiak black the second time, and south the second time. Im very much proud of my team. But life just wont stop sucking. One thing will finally go right and then.....
down it goes. I get one minor good thing and then something huge to take it all down. And lately I just havent been in the mood to talk to anyone in person. I just get so angry easily. I dont know whats wrong with me anymore. I dont think I care..., just like everyone else. I dont really think many of you will read this but here it is. I just thought Id post it and maybe the friends will read it know....